This will be a post where I complain a lot. You're gonna have to deal or skip it. 
My allergies are KILLING ME!! Yesterday they were AWFUL. I sneezed all damn day, my eyes were itching and watery and I had a massive, throbbing headache that came and went but never totally went. I'm too much of space cadet to have thought of asking Jared to pick me up something on his way home. I'm not even sure what I can take. I'll call my doc at 8. My mom said she would bring me something. Thank god! Thanks to my allergies....my asthma has also been being a prick.

Jack had a rough night. That means I had a rough night. He woke up a few times and the last time was at about 3 and he was not falling back to sleep. I'm not sleeping on the effin floor anymore so I was sitting next to his bed trying to get him to fall asleep. My back was hurting, my legs were going numb and I was about to piss my skivs. He kept seeming to be asleep but the slightest movement or noise and his head would pop up. GRRR! Finally I got up to pee and came back to him having a meltdown. Sat with him a bit more and then said screw this and brought him back to bed with me. It took about another hour before he was finally out. He burrowed into my back quite a bit but at least we were sleeping. 

I'm so freaking tired lately. I go to bed at like 9 and get up between 6 and 7 and I desperately want a nap every afternoon and every early evening. Granted, I get up to pee 2-3 times a night and I toss and turn non stop so of course I'm not getting the most restful sleep at night. Jack is completely against my relaxing. He seriously gets mad when I sit down! He wants non-stop playing. I napped both days this weekend and yesterday I really really wanted to nap while Jack and Brooke were napping but I guess there was a miscommunication between myself and Kim. I thought Lizzie was coming at 1:45 but they got here at noon....just as I was laying down :(  DOH!! She's not coming until 2:15 today so I should have no problem napping. Although, for some reason Jack only napped for an hour and a half yesterday. Brooke napped longer than him. That's unheard of. 

My legs have been achey lately. I started getting shooting pains in my right leg yesterday. Awesome. My back hurts after the slightest bit of cleaning, bending, standing, anything. I don't want to do anything but then I think of all these things that I want to get done. I could save them for the weekend and have Jared help me but I don't want evey weekend full of chores. Neither of us are really in the mood to do them after dinner and lately Jack can barely finish his dinner because he's so excited to "go play daddy" or "climb on daddy". He wants to play with his dad all evening and I just want to lay down all evening. That and I like to clean the kitchen floor, do laundry, vacuum, and clean the bathroom like every 2 days.....so letting it sit for the weekend would drive me NUTS. 

Oh yea and the best part.....once I get some allergy meds in me....even if they're non-drowsy......I'll be GOOD FOR NUTHIN!


Ok....I'm done now :o)